Four more days to go man. Seriously, it’s been a hell of a week. Bad weekend, bad weekdays, screwed up a few papers, yup the works. But that’s alright, i guess it’s just part of this cool word called LIFE. I seriously screwed up my english essay though. Write about a time you faced someone or something new. I only registered the word “FACED” at the end of my essay. And i went “crapppppppppp” and started slotting in the word everywhere in my ending. Ahwellllls hahahah.

Funfair this sunday, and im supposed to be in church by 8 to tend the basketball booth. Mini basketball!:D how cool is that man. I haven’t been going for psalm and mass cause of prelims, feels weird after a while. Study study study, i think im gonna go crazy after prelims man. MOVIES AND BASKETBALL. and sure seb, i’ll keep monday free haha. swimming and balling and whatnot haha.

Anyway, i think that one of the good things about exams are that you realise how much your friends mean to you. The support every morning is really worth the stress. I mean, it aint obvious, but those small little acts of care DO go a big way. thanks guys. Hahaha for following me to the toilet especially, i know i take sup long (happens when im stressed hahaha).  Oh and today, chiong had this “wonderful” gift for me in the morning. A PILLOW. seems like the best gift when you imagine yourself reaching school damn early and you wanna sleep. but the pillow was the size of my palm. no wait, even smaller. I was all “Oh. Cool i guess taking force over area the pressure’s gonna be great” ( we had physics papers today). Buuuut, its appreciated(:

Gonna go off to bed now, need my rest after the crazy 3 papers today.

crap. i feel like CRAP.

Woah man, it’s been so long since i’ve blogged, about a year ago actually (: I kinda forgot bout this blogging business. Well, i finished some bio for today, read repro in humans and the cell division thig, how interesting, as marc would say haha. Especially since it’s his favourite topic on repro heh. Oh yeah, youth rally tomo in church, bet it’s gonna be a blast okay so remember, lyrics and shirt, lyrics and shirt, lyrics and shirt…HAHA

School was alright today, kinda tiring as usual though. And somehow, I feel as though I haven’t been a good enough sister to jie. Man, i’ve been so caught up in work work work and studies that i just forgot bout the people closest to me. I don’t wanna lose any of them, especially anna and kt, so i guess i gotta shape up and start being someone they can rely on.

I realised that one of the hardest things is dealing with people with different personalities from yours, and trying to get them to do things your way. At first, it’d get frustrating, sorta like “dammit why’re they like THAT”. But today I understood that people aren’t all the same. Like they always say, it takes all types to make a world. I’m sorry jie, for trying to force things outta you. Just know that I’m always here for you no matter what.

Work, stress, school. Ah I guess it’s all part and parcel of growing up. Just…I hope i dont get too many grey hairs at the end of this year, gotta look pretty for prom haha joking. But how I’m gonna find a dress that fits me’s the problem heh.

Well i gotta go bathe now, its 12plus 0.0